This is it. The end of an era. But this is the dawn of something new. New opportunities on the horizon, new experiences just waiting for me. God is calling me down a path that I wouldn’t have ever imagined I would be on.
This year, I made so many new friends who build me up in my faith and constantly encourage me. I remember what it felt like before, and God has transformed my life so much this year with these amazing people. I’ve laughed, I’ve cried; they’ve been there through it all.
I got to come home. At the beginning of last summer, my friend’s mom told me we would move back to Washington. I didn’t believe her. But here we are, and it’s all thanks to Emily. I signed up for the exchange program before my parents agreed to it, and soon, the plan was in motion. Emily was coming to the U.S. and she needed to have one address, not two. So we decided to move back, because between my mom’s work and our constant visits, we couldn’t afford to live in Reno.
God has also shone a light on my path. I don’t have much figured out for my future, but now I feel like I understand who I am; my success is defined by Him, not me. I don’t have to do all of the things society has set in place for me, I don’t have to be the “smart kid.” Instead, I want to stand out for my leadership and character. I don’t have to be ashamed of my gifts but use them. Thanks Dad, for the reminder!
I used to be very strict in my routines, not making exceptions, never having fun. I’ve learned to let loose. Not everything is about bedtimes, daily routines, and eating windows. Yesterday, I ate cheesecake, and I’m glad I did. God answered my prayers by giving me opportunities to make the decision to not be so rigid.
So many great things have happened this year, and I can only touch on a few. I’ve noticed my confidence boosted; I’m not afraid to talk to new people. I pushed myself out of my comfort zone with cross country and track. I’m so grateful for my school and parents for providing opportunities for me to grow in my courage and faith.
Four days left, I’m counting down. I’m not ready to say goodbye, but I’m determined to make this year as great as possible and finish strong!